FiftyFifth.

Kedekut.

Moody tetiba.

Boros.

Susah simpan duit.

Marah.

Malas.

Makan.

Kusut.

Careless.

Apparently all those above are me.

There's some part I tried to change and I found it very hard.
Also there's a part I used to be not in the list anymore. 

People change.

Ingat tu Luqman Hakim.

And I'm a human too...

FiftyFour.

Brrrrrrrrrraaaa..
Eh..
It's wednesday baby!
A few days to go before holiday!!

Yasss!
Terfikir nak tukar phone tau..
Tapi macam nak beli ps4 pula.
Tapi macam selalu kerja je dan balik kerja macam lewat (sebab pergi gym lepas kerja... Saja nak bagitau)
Tapi rasanya nak beli ps4 lah.
Sebab orang single ni kan.
Jarang keluar rumah.
Keluar sidai baju selalu lah kot?

Nak tukar phone sebab screen protector dah calar.
Ha ha!
Anyway..
Kite dapat bonus! yay!
Sebab tu nak beli ps4! 
Lol

Hi. What's up bitch! 

FiftyThree.

Tuesday...

A few weeks to go before penang trip.

Last time pergi penang adalah pada 2012 dulu..

Masa tu dengan geng the royal chulan finance department.

Kali ni dengan bestfriends since school.

Phew baru settle booking hotel.

Sekarang dah ada tempat tinggal.

Tak perlu risau apa dah..

Risau nak drive je nanti.

Hehehew..

Anyway.

Aku ni kira paranoid la juga.

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I've wrote something up here..
But the internet lost connection and I refreshed the page and everything is gone..
Mungkin memang tak patut tulis benda tu kot?
Gonna write it on my personal journal though..
Adios amigos! 

I've posted this on my previous instagram account (yang mana aku dah delete account tu)
this was my 2013 pictures frame..
some of the person in those picture has left..
I don't mind.
At all
This is the brand new me...
gitchewww :)

FiftyTwo.

Ding! 
It's almost the end of january..
Life achievement!
I've completed Skytrex challenge at shah alam!
Weeheee..
The challenge was very hard (at first)
But we've survived!
And not to mention still alive!

Masa kat atas pokok yang tinggi tu..
Fikir jatuh je.
Kalau jatuh fikir apa lagi kalau bukan tak bernyawa dah kan..
There's a point I have a thought to give up!
Haha!
Lemah!
Tapi tak give up pun..

Sebab mizah boleh lepas takkan aku tak boleh kot!
Kau gila!
Anyway..
It was my first time jumpa mizah.
Syuk have told about her before..
But never met her until last satuday.
She was very fun!
Tak sampai 5 jam jumpa aku dah jerit kat dia "Cepatlah mizahh!"
And she shouted back to me.. "Diam lah aku takut ni!"
Masa tu dia tengah buat first challenge.. Panjat tangga yang guna pvc pipe tu.

Aku sangat takut tinggi..
Bila aku kat tempat tinggi kaki menggeletar.
Rasa macam nak jatuh je..
Tapi tetap nak buat extreme challenge yang macam tu..
Dulu solero shot kat genting..
And then sunway pyramid punya kapal besar yang pepusing tu..
Ahhhh...
Rindu nya extreme park..
Nak pergi la lagi nanti..

Januray activity done.
February pula bercuti.
This is how we do! :p

Team ayam goreng.
Next activity will be viper challenge..
Or ATV..
I don't really know what is ATV means but something like riding a bike in extreme surface macam tu lah!

FiftyOne.

Hello Hi Assalamualaikum.
It's January 14th!
Tengah bulan dah.
2015!
Company tempat aku kerja nak buat dinner before CNY!
There's a lot of good things going to happen in my life this year.
It's time to forget about you, you, you and you who left me without any reason!
Who left me hanging like I'm just a guy who has no feelings!
Meroyan dah...

Okay. First MAYBE akan ke shah alam for skytrex this coming saturday..
Why MAYBE? Because the planner was Syuk.. And you know what will happen if syuk plan something kan.
Haha!
And then there's a escape plan to penang with le highschool besties.
Weehoo!
Ni first time kitorang bercuti luar klang valley sesama kot..
Eh.. Dah pernah dah dulu pergi PD!
Tapi masa tu takda Afiq and it was just a day trip..

And Bali maybe?
Sebab dengan syuk juga!
Hahaha!
I'm looking forward to these good things in my life.
Please be gentle this time.
>.<

Throwbaack early last year pergi ke kedah.
I wonder if I ever gonna be there again.. 

Fifty!

Happy new year!
I hope its not too late for me to wish that.
New year, new day, new life.
There's a lot of thing on my mind that I wanna change in my life.
Especially how to handle with emotion!

This is my new year advice.
Don't play with someone else's heart.
Don't do something that could make someone misjudge you intention.
Don't kiss!
Don't text with a compliment.
Don't say "I miss you".
Just don't when you know you never wanted that person to be with you.
Friendzone might be sound harsh but trust me. It's the best.
False hope is just bloody freaking hurt.

Rise and love yourself.
Those who left are not worth it.
You still have them who are stay.

Hi life... 
You're a great teacher..
But you're such a bitch.. 
You teach me in a very hard way.
And I'm still learning.,
Please be a bit gentle to me this time..
I beg you...

Fin.