The Queen Gambit

Lol... I just started watching the series because I don't know anymore what should I watch...
So it's been like 4th episode, and it's her first lost...
From the series, I could see that she doesn't like to fail...
I mean, who likes to lose... In anything...
And she cannot take it and took it to her mother...
Which I think we did it too to people around us...

And her mother...
Gosh... Even though she's not her birth mother, but...
She's so understanding... I mean up to this episode... I don't know what will happen next...
But I like her mother... How her mother controls things though it's something that she should proud of...
I don't know; I'm just talking nonsense here...
We'll see how the rest of the series goes...

So it's Monday again, and I had a fever...
It was so stupid... I mean, I know I'm stupid, but I didn't know that I'm somewhat stupid to that extend!!!
Okay, so I first sunbathed myself by the pool... And then went into the sauna, steam room and jacuzzi...
And I went back by the pool and fell asleep...
Then I came home and felt restless, and my body felt uncomfortable, and you know when you get a fever...
So I took pills and went to bed early...
And I woke up in the morning feeling refreshed...
I've got m apatite back and had breakfast...
But suddenly, in the afternoon, I felt sick again, and it was freezing like I'm in the North Pole and need to wrap myself under the blanket all the time...

 

Update: I finished The Queen Gambit yesterday night, and I finished Netflix Mini-Series Unorthodox

 

WandaVision

So aku baru habis tengok last episode of WandaVision...
Storyline series ni macam biasa la awal awal episode started very slow...
But it's getting better along the way... Sampai espisode 5 keatas kot...

But...

I'm telling you.. The season finale was very emotional.. At least for me...
So, Wanda was very sad because she lost Vision...
Her sadness awaken her power and created an imaginary world of hers...
Dia terlampau lah power dan sedih sebab Vision dah "mati" so she grieved Vision death by creating an imaginary world... Faham tak?
This is my point of view of the series... I think...
Wanda terlalu sedih... Tersangatlah sedih sampai dia "ter" create "dunia" dia... Dan dalam "dunia" tu ada Vision...
So whatever she wanted in her life was there.. In her world...
She's the most powerful mutant in Marvel anyway, she could create another world if she wanted...

Anyway... What I'm trying to say here is about her sadness and how she grieved and how she handle it...
Semua orang dalam dunia ni pernah rasa sedih... Tipu lah kalau cakap tak pernah... Dalam hidup mesti pernah rasa sedih even sekali...
Tak kira lah apa-apa sebab yang berlaku yang menyebabkan orang tu sedih..

Kalau korang tengok series WandaVision yang last episode tu (spoiler...) dia finally terpaksa lepaskan "dunia" yang dia buat tu... Sebab ramai orang yang terkesan dengan "dunia" yang dia buat...

Nak kaitkan dengan hidup kita ni... Kita pun kadang kadang macam tu kan...
Kita sedih sangat sebab sesuatu yang berlaku dalam hidup kita dan kita meratap kejadian tu... Atau susah nak lepaskan or move on...
Tapi lambat laun kita kena lepaskan juga...
Because life is more than that... Life must go on... Ke the show must go on?? Lol
Yeah maybe it will take time to let go of something but at the end of the day... You need to let it go...

Macam dalam series WandaVision, those affected by her magic look at her like she's a villain but it was not her intention...
She lost control of her powers and created the dimension by not in purpose...
Sama macam hidup kita ni... Bila kita ada masalah and kita tertarik sekali orang sekeliling kita...
Only those who try to understand will stay with you and go through the hardship together... Willingly without you need to ask or beg...

Rasa macam aku merepek tapi whatever... This is what I think... There's a lot of movies and series that actually reflected our lives...
Try decode the messages and apply to your own life...

Aku tak tau la kenapa.. Hari ni aku rasa macam tak betul sikit... Lol anyway,
Everything just temporary and it will be gone very soon... So I will live my life the way I wanted...
No more regrets but only lesson learned... If people wanna stay, they can stay but if they wanna leave, who am I to stop them from leaving...
I'll just let it happen...