Does relationship important?
Friendship, yes
Family, yes
How about a relationship with a partner?
The younger me might think it's not that important...
But now... It feels like I'm wasting my time if I'm not taking this seriously, and I'm taking it seriously now...
And it's not easy with this one...
Do I like the challenge, or do I like the person?
Or both?
I told myself that I need to focus on myself 3 years back...
And I focused on myself for the last 3 years, and I'm ready to give my attention to another person which I wanna call a partner or a lover...
But what if the other person doesn't feel the same?
What if the other person just needs someone around and will leave me when done with me?
I know I couldn't control all this shit, and I should just go with the flow...
But for me go with the flow are for losers... They said that because they don't know what exactly they want in life or at least in whatever we're talking about, like a relationship...
I am an overthinking person... I admit that...
I couldn't sleep properly sometimes...
I'm ready to let go of everything for that person...
I don't wanna be the person I used to be anymore...
I know I sound desperate... But if you want me like the way I want you...
Will you do the same?
I'm so tired of all this shit...
This is my last attempt... I wouldn't do this shit again if I failed this...
I will put everything I can... PENAT LAHHH
