Keduapuluhtujuh.

Confuse.
Pernah tak kau rasa kau nak sangat something tapi kau tak tahu apa.
Kecewa.
Pernah tak kau rasa kau dah ada apa yang kau mahu tapi kau tak memiliki.
Tenang.
Apa lagi yang perlu ada untuk semuanya lengkap?
Kenapa ada saja yang tak kena?
Penat.
Bukan semua aku mampu buat. Tahap kesabaran setiap insan itu berbeza.
Juga perangai mereka. Aku bukan malaikat. Aku cuma manusia.
Andai aku punya kekuatan untuk mengabaikan saja.
Kenapa kau sanggup jaga hati orang lain tapi hati kau sendiri sakit?
Kekadang kau kena pentingkan diri.
Kau tak boleh expect orang lain berfikiran sama macam kau.
Tolong sedar Akim.
Please.
 Please.
  Please.

Kalau diberi pilihan.
Aku nak masuk sekolah menengah semula.
Saza.. Awak apa khabar? 
Tolong saya boleh?

I wish I have my own kids.

Keduapuluhenam.

Happy Birthday Jenny!
It's my bestfriend's birthday.
Her birthday was yesterday I supposed to post it on yesterday's post.
Tapi telupa lak.
Tapi aku dah wish kat facebook and whatsapp kan.
So kira aku dimaafkan lah.
Anyway.
Aku harap kau menjadi seorang yang berjaya.
Boleh melukis dan hantar kat aku so aku boleh gantung lukisan kau kat dinding rumah aku.
Thank you for keeping my secrets for about 5 years and still counting.
Let's be old together!

Dan aku doakan kau cecepatlah dapat laki and berkahwin.
Dan heharap aku kahwin dulu dari kau.
Hahahaha!
Love, Your bestie Luqman ;)
2003 to present 

There's a time you asked me who is my crush and I told you that she's my classmate.
and you encourage me to write a letter to her and I did!
nasib baik aku tak letak nama aku kat surat bongok tu!
semua salah ko jenny! Hahahaha

Keduapuluhlima.

Rasanya nak letak gegambar dari DSLR ke sini lah.
Sebab macam banyak gambar aku ambil guna camera aku tu.
Minat ambil gambar ala ala photographer camtu.
Tapi amatur je pun.
Takat sesuka je.
So lepas ni kalau ada event memang akan dilambakkan dengan gambar gambar dari Nikon tu lah.
Saja nak riak aku ada DSLR beli dengan duit sendiri tanpa bayaran ansuran!
Tiberjer...

Okay so semalam (23 August, 2014) berlansungnya acara pertunangan cousin aku.
Abg Hijaz & Hanim (Should I call her kak Nim or Kak Hanim?)
Dan aku tukang mengangkat dulan dan unofficial photographer lah.
Walaupun aku suka ambil gambar..
Aku juga suka diambil gambar.
Ha Ha Ha!
Hambar.
Ini lah hasilnya....

 

So the event was held at Dewan Tun Rahah, in Menara Yayasan Tun Razak
We had a good time and we can't wait for the wedding day.
:)

Back at my cousin's home.
We had some photo session which is required my models and myself to jump like crazy.
Ha Ha Ha.

 I'm not a pro photographer and I'm not trying to be one.
But If you have anything to tell me (guidance or some tips) you can let me know.
So at least I could be better and try again.
Mana tau tetiba jadi photographer kimora lee ke..
Berangan.

Keduapuluhempat.

Everyone pushing me...
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
To get married!

-__-

Keduapuluhtiga.

Who is your hero?
Mostly answers might be mum or dad.
Of course they are!
But other than your family.. Who would it be?
I'm not really sure. Mostly when I need a help from my friends I guess nobody could help.
Wait. I have one.
Syukri! 
He's not my hero.. But he could be my "not so hero of mine".
Whenever I need something to talk about he'll be like.
"Cerita cepat!"
Or if I need a help he'll be there... (Mostly...)
Though I told him everything (almost) his opinion sometimes not an option.
But he's a good listener.
I'm glad to have him as my friend.

Well sometimes I could be so annoying that I thought Syuk might hate my attitude (in secret cuz he will never hate whatever about me.... Maybe...)
But at the end of the day we're fine. 
He can sometimes be a bitch a bit but I don't care.
That is who he was and friendship never fade over a bitchy words.... (or bitchy action)

This post is specially for my most trusted (male) friend... Syukri.
I'm glad that we've met and yes. You are my hero.... I mean one of my heroes cuz my real hero is me myself.

This is the first time ever we took a picture together.
Fact: I am younger than this pakcik....
:p

Keduapuluhdua.

Well there is nothing much to say here exactly.
Tapi aku rasa macam ada benda yang aku kena tulis.
Since aku dah tinggalkan dunia menulis journal.. Aku jadi tak ingat apa yang dah berlaku.
Gitu alasan.
Sebenarnya aku sekarang agak busy with projects.
Company ada ambil banyak project sebab TM nak perkenalkan product baru mereka kan.
Tapi since aku ambil cuti last week aku dah hilang arah sikit.
Macam banyak info aku lost.
So aku tunggu jelah report untuk dibaca.

Bosan betul stay office without anything to do.
Lebih baik stay rumah je.
Ye dak?
Haritu pergi tengok Xmen the future past tak silap.
Itu memang movie yang aku tetunggu dari awal tahun.
Dan akhirnya aku puas bila dapat tengok.
But.. I was expecting more than that.
Macam ni lah Akim!
Dia selalu expect benda tinggi melangit.
Cett!

Saja pilih gambar ni masuk post kali ni sebab mere berdua ni memang poyo.
hahaha.. Tapi aku memang suka menghabiskan masa dengan mereka.
Sebab mereka poyo!
From left : Ika TRCKL, Kak Faridah TRCKL and me. 

Keduapuluhsatu.

Rasa macam dah lama gila tak post any entry here.
Memacam berlaku.
Aku gembira, aku sedih.
Aku menuggu aku ditunggu.
Tiberr..

Few months ni memang busy gila..
Kena pergi sini sana.
Sebab kerja baru aku ni banyak kena pergi site..
So far dah settle 3 site.
Di Rawang, Langkawi & KK.
Boleh la aku rehat kejap...
Kejap je sebab lepas ni ada lagi!!

So far aku takda rasa apa apa yang best pun berlaku..
Eh! Ada.. Tapi I'm gonna keep it to myself..
Hihihihi!
And right now I just can't wait to watch Xmen yang akan release this Thursday..
Woohooo!!

Dan a few days left before Ramadan.
And I think I have prepared.
Dah practice puasa Isnin Khamis uolls! 

She's the first woman that I love
I used to sleep with my hand on her cheek when I was a kid
Or I couldn't sleep at all
I'm always be reminded by her that wealth is not happiness
Thanks for everything mak.
We love you :)