I hope everyone stays safe and happy..
So.. Here I am writing this blog post at home because yeah I'm still working from home..
So, I'm doing well here at home working my ass off as we're going to move to another office and I'm one of the project teams that handling the IT stuff..
Well, I've been working in Project Management before but I was the service that provides the service to the client..
But now I am the client and by that, it's quite a pain in the ass too..
Back then I thought the client requested this and that to me to be delivered like it's an easy task to be done..
But now I'm the annoying client that requests all that stuff to our vendors..
And if that's not what the management wanted I wouldn't be asked for it from them..
Oh but it's kind of exciting that I've been working with a lot of vendors from different regions.
I've been communicated with UK, Australia, India, Canada, and a few other countries that I didn't remember just to get information regarding their products or a demo for a system..
It was a quite exciting time to be able to speak with them with different types of pronunciations and how they talked to each other..
And I could practice my speech when talking my second language with them..
Yeah, it was fun! In a way....
Anyhow,
How's life going with the pandemic still running lose around us?
Yeah, it's quite a hectic year and there's a lot happened to me as well..
Sooo.. I was heartbroken again after knowing someone in just a few weeks..
I guess because I'm turning to 30 this year and I really looking for a serious thing to happen..
But things won't work the way we wanted and if they were it might not gonna long last..
Well, I'm trying to see it in a positive way.. Ha ha..
People will give you things they thought was right and you accepted it because at that time you really need it..
Lesson learned though, but I'm still hoping all that stuff can be real and back at me again..
And I did things that annoyed that person and got me blocked hahaha..
Not that I never blocked that person before because I'm a psychopath liddat... Haha..
So lets put the stupid thing aside and look for something better for myself now.. Other than you know... Ship thingy..
We did mistakes and we need to face the consequences on our own..
So I get involved with things that broke myself so I need to patch the crack back to its places..
And... That's that..  |
That's not my baby..
|
Hi,
Dah lama rasanya tak buka blog ni lol
So after so many things happened here we are..
2020 dah..
Aku ingat 2020 nanti aku dah tak ada tapi aku ada lagi.
Baru la bulan March dah memacam berlaku..
Benda yang kita tak boleh nak kawal kan..
Daripada penyakit ke bencana alam ke confuse jantina pergi umrah..
Hahaha kupasan isu semasa sikit..
Selain dari tu aku dah tak tau nak cakap apa lagi kat sini..
Dengan anak buah aku dah cecah 21 orang aku rasa cukup la aku mengarut kat sini dah..
Ada masa rajin nanti aku menaip lagi kat sini..
Jadi disini aku sertakan gambar terkini aku.. Kah kah..
I'm not sure what is happening to me..
I'm not so happy right now.. But I couldn't figure it out why
I'm trying so hard to be fine forget about those left me..
I wanna be better but when I thought I'm on the right track suddenly I feel like I am not in right place..
I'm about to be in 30's but I haven't achieved so much.. I wish I could be just like a normal person..
I've tried so hard I wanna give up..
Again.. I wish I could turn back time...
I'm still looking my purpose and why am I here..
Happy new year guys!!
I couldn't believe it we're here..
It'll be my last year being 20's..
Hah!
Macam tak percaya yang aku ni seorang dewasa..
Lol.
Aku rasa aku macam perangai budak lagi and tak bersedia nak ke alam dewasa..
Aku macam selalu terkenang masa memuda dulu..
I mean masa sekolah.. Masa budak budak lagi..
Kumpul duit nak pergi cc main game berjam jam..
Tak penat lagi balik dari cc main bola pula kat padang..
Hahaha..
Nak banding dengan sekarang.. Buat activity sikit dah penat kemain..
Lol
Dulu nak ajak member pergi cc main game or main bola senang je..
Pergi rumah member tu, bagi salam..
Terus onnnzzz..
Gigih jalan tengah panas pun..
Nasib baik kat cc sejuk..
But everyhting has changed..
Nak ajak bukan selalu boleh..
Selalunya tak boleh.. Haha..
Sebab dorang dah ada the other half memasing..
And mini them..
Maksud aku anak bini ngan laki memasing la..
Lol
Sometimes aku jealous la tengok dorang ada keluarga sendiri..
Siapa tak jealous kan..
Tapi aku kena sedar diri..
Aku tak mampu lagi nak jadi macam dorang tu..
Aku tak rasa aku boleh jadi penyabar dengan karenah anak bini..
So better aku layan karenah kucing je buat masa ni..
Lol
The draft last saved was on January 2019..
Sekarang baru buka nak post.. Nak dekat setengah bulan puasa dah..
Guess what, aku punya berat dah turun sikit..
Dari 85 (early year) to 83 (on March till May) and now I'm 79KG..
Which is my goal weight..
I wanna stay this weight untill I turned 30 next year..
So next year boleh jadi daddy sebab dah 30...
Lol joking..
Anyway, selamat berpuasa semua..
