WandaVision

So aku baru habis tengok last episode of WandaVision...
Storyline series ni macam biasa la awal awal episode started very slow...
But it's getting better along the way... Sampai espisode 5 keatas kot...

But...

I'm telling you.. The season finale was very emotional.. At least for me...
So, Wanda was very sad because she lost Vision...
Her sadness awaken her power and created an imaginary world of hers...
Dia terlampau lah power dan sedih sebab Vision dah "mati" so she grieved Vision death by creating an imaginary world... Faham tak?
This is my point of view of the series... I think...
Wanda terlalu sedih... Tersangatlah sedih sampai dia "ter" create "dunia" dia... Dan dalam "dunia" tu ada Vision...
So whatever she wanted in her life was there.. In her world...
She's the most powerful mutant in Marvel anyway, she could create another world if she wanted...

Anyway... What I'm trying to say here is about her sadness and how she grieved and how she handle it...
Semua orang dalam dunia ni pernah rasa sedih... Tipu lah kalau cakap tak pernah... Dalam hidup mesti pernah rasa sedih even sekali...
Tak kira lah apa-apa sebab yang berlaku yang menyebabkan orang tu sedih..

Kalau korang tengok series WandaVision yang last episode tu (spoiler...) dia finally terpaksa lepaskan "dunia" yang dia buat tu... Sebab ramai orang yang terkesan dengan "dunia" yang dia buat...

Nak kaitkan dengan hidup kita ni... Kita pun kadang kadang macam tu kan...
Kita sedih sangat sebab sesuatu yang berlaku dalam hidup kita dan kita meratap kejadian tu... Atau susah nak lepaskan or move on...
Tapi lambat laun kita kena lepaskan juga...
Because life is more than that... Life must go on... Ke the show must go on?? Lol
Yeah maybe it will take time to let go of something but at the end of the day... You need to let it go...

Macam dalam series WandaVision, those affected by her magic look at her like she's a villain but it was not her intention...
She lost control of her powers and created the dimension by not in purpose...
Sama macam hidup kita ni... Bila kita ada masalah and kita tertarik sekali orang sekeliling kita...
Only those who try to understand will stay with you and go through the hardship together... Willingly without you need to ask or beg...

Rasa macam aku merepek tapi whatever... This is what I think... There's a lot of movies and series that actually reflected our lives...
Try decode the messages and apply to your own life...

Aku tak tau la kenapa.. Hari ni aku rasa macam tak betul sikit... Lol anyway,
Everything just temporary and it will be gone very soon... So I will live my life the way I wanted...
No more regrets but only lesson learned... If people wanna stay, they can stay but if they wanna leave, who am I to stop them from leaving...
I'll just let it happen...

Lol

Apparently, it's all just a phase...
I am all okay now..
I'm telling you that feeling was so toxic, and it could lead you to more misery...
I wish I didn't drag along anyone into my misery, and I promised myself I wouldn't be like that anymore after this...
Because life is more than that...

Lately, I've been thinking a lot about myself about the people around me...
Something like where am I in 5 more years? Who will still be around me..
I might still be watching Friends series lol.
Everything just gonna be so perfect in 5 more years but will it really be as I planned?

Also, what is the most important thing in life?
I get it now that different people have a different point of view about life...
And you cannot force anyone to have the same page as you..
You can only have faith they would understand about your article.... On the page....



So... I'm still working from home, and it's been like a year already..
I think working from home really working for me... I mean, I still get things done... On time... With super mini supervision from my superior... I mean, there's no one supervise me, but whatever, I'll pretend someone supervise my work, so I'll get it done...

Look, I'm sweating with all the running I just started to make myself feels better
And look better :p

Shitty

I don't feel really good right now
It feels like everything not right
It's MCO again, and I'm stuck doing nothing It's not like I wanna see people
But the loneliness is killing me
I always thought I know what I want in life, but I don't know anymore
I'm overthinking all the time, and I think I'm quite paranoid about everything
Everything felt so wrong, and I don't know which part
It's like 2018 all over again I hate it